Thanks for answering guys...I knew that writing the letter may have been a mistake, I just had a moment of weakness I suppose. I have been working really hard to GAL and have suceeded to a certain extent I guess when I heard he was asking about us and showing some interest again I pounced on it. Honestly I know I can live without him I have for a year but I miss him so much...I miss my husband but know he never going to be the same after this, neither will I... I am finding it hard to move from this position feel like I am back at square one..crying again...not on AD, was but found they didn't help...talked to C for 6 months and it helped ... My daughter wants to return to where they live as she misses her old life ...I just can't face that now...I am scared if they start a realtionship she may decide t go to him and the OW ...am i just worrying for the sake of worrying???...gGod just 10 minutes of the day without him on my mind would be heaven....I had gotten so far along with my recovery ...why is this happening to me....
