((((((Kalni))))))

There's nothing wrong with you.

I believe that in almost every case (never say never!), no matter what they have done, there is a part of us that will always love them. That's not to say we should be with them, or can be married to them. But I think it is normal to still love them, though perhaps in a different way.

It's ok to feel that way. And it's ok to feel that way, and still know that you need to D. It's ok, Maria.