You are too needy. and you are allowing her to get you all worked upped. Act mysterious, dont contact, take it slow, GAL; everything you are being told to do she is doing to you. Analyze the effect it has on you.
you are questioning things you will never know about. and why? she is at the grand canyon. you know how much walking around that is. she might be tired. ever been there? its a very 'spiritual' place. she might be having an awakening about herself. maybe about you. you will never know.
if you really curious about this OM. call his office. bet you he is still in town. say you are steve mcqueen and you are calling about the car he has in the paper, i dont care.
