Just what I needed to hear. I've been feeling so anxious but your words are lots of support. I've been having dreams about him. My dreams have been pleasant and with encouragement at least. Reality is another thing though. H is an angry, aggressive man that treats me like his enemy. I'm tired of it.
Unfortunately, I have nothing to initiate contact with today. I ignored his last email that asked what time I would be coming home. He was watching the kids last night. I didn't bother to answer because it was an opportunity for him to make sure I knew he was avoiding me. I stayed out until D let me know he left.
I don't see why we are even going to MC tonight. The C told me H needs to let things out. Oh, boy. In my dream I was told to not lose this opportunity to let him speak. <sigh of acceptance>
Gotta be brave and thicken my skin. Cross my fingers the C has control and has him stay sane.
Thanks Hope4Luv.
M40, H39 M17 T20 D13, S12 H moved out 05/09 D filed 1/10
I've been feeling so anxious but your words are lots of support. I've been having dreams about him. My dreams have been pleasant and with encouragement at least. Reality is another thing though. H is an angry, aggressive man that treats me like his enemy. I'm tired of it. 
In my dream I was told to not lose this opportunity to let him speak. <sigh of acceptance>
