Hope and heartache

[ClingingToHope]

Just got off phone with Dottie. I wish I could afford more of these sessions. I have one left. We went through a phone call I had with W this morning where I could have been a better listener, showed I cared about her feelings even though it was a business/kids call.

I've been so badly wanting her to transition somehow into R talk that I grow silent when it's just about the kids.

I'm feeling refocused. I've been spending a lot of time figuring out how not to see W and I've let bitterness creep in when I am talking to her.