It may be difficult for him to come home if he leaves, BUT it may be the only way for him to have the space and time to wake up enough to determine that he wants to come home.
What you are feeling is normal. I can't really advise on dating other than to say that yes, if you are still in a position of wanting to work this out, then dating is probably not the best option.
And to be honest, until YOU have healed your own hurt, your anger, your heart, and come to a place of real peace, and you will know when you are there, then dating is probably a mistake as well. Simply because you are going to be dragging someone else into your stuff. And that does not make for a good R in the end.
And that is truly what you want I think, a good and healthy R for your future.
Thinking of you today. ((((((((((Hugs)))))))))))
"Acceptance doesn't mean resignation. It means understanding that something is what it is and there's got to be a way through it."--Michael J. Fox
