Well, it was awesome...stupid and young and fun and I know 100% that he had a great time...but no text or call today. That is not how I roll. Makin' out and having a great time till ridiculous hours...I want some kind of check-in, feedback, anything.

He is too in the scene anyway but talented, intelligent, politically aligned...not exactly a stable choice given his profession and age (and love of a should be legal substance). But, I am attracted to the creative types.

I just don't like putting myself out there. I am such a straight up person and this is game-town.