"My actions are my only true belongings. I cannot escape the consequences of my actions. My actions are the ground upon which I stand." Thich Nhat Hanh
Hang in there Serenity. You have a lot to be proud of. You are being a great mom in difficult times. Go out and do something for you, you deserve it. Looking forward to your trip?
Sad to say but I actually thought I would hear from him - At least a text or something but nothing so that stings - A lot.
Yes. I know having expectations tend to lead to dissappointment. I do this too. Its hard to not do it. I am hoping it gets easier with time; everyone says it does.
I know its hard, but please find some way to enjoy your day. I will do the same. We can post what we did tomorrow. You in?
for some reason I woke up thinking today would be different...
You were thinking someone else would make it different. It's your job to make it different. Happiness is a inside job. you can handle it.
Cheers
M22,H45,W45 S21/18D12 Retain faith that you will prevail in the end, regardless of the difficulties and at the same time confront the most brutal facts of your current reality, whatever they might be.
Reading your words, I see you are correct... It is my job to make my day better, different... I don't know why I was thinking he would acknowledge our anniversary however it is safe to say he isn't going to "remember" and I can either let that set my mood for the day or I can choose happiness in whatever I do.
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~
Just wanted to let you know what I did for me last night. I had the girls, so I couldn't do anything too extravagant. But, I took some advice from Greek and hung up a painting in the house that hadn't been up since my wife and I had been married. It was one of a couple of soccer players. It was one of the first paintings I ever bought, but W didn't like it much. Anyway, it is back up in the house now.
I actually didn't do much either... I spent a few hours in the ER with what turned out to be a sinus/ear infection... Once I got home, I just chilled with my boys.
Since we live with my parents right now, they avoided the whole "anniversary" crap... Felt bad for my Dad though because it was also his Birthday as well and he didn't want to do anything for fear of upsetting me -Such a good guy
Told him I was good and no need to avoid his birthday in any way...
I am feeling a bit better today now that I have some antibiotics in me...
I bet your picture looks awesome now that it is hung! Good job (((Tristan)))
May All Who Seek To Take My Life Be Put To Shame And Confusion; May All Who Desire My Ruin Be Turned Back In Disgrace. ~Psalm 40:14~
