It's good that you are ablo feel your anger and yet still make a conscious decision that your family is still worth taking the chance for. Good for you. I think that's very healthy.
Thanks EB. Although I don't know if I am conciously saying yes to reconciling. Its my feelings, other than anger, that are compelling me to reconcile. My conscious mind is the one wondering "Why would you do this?" However, after considering it, I am sure it would come to confirm the decission
