What is hard for me is that I am not sad or depressed but I am hurting and I miss her a lot. I did not and have not reacted like your ex did MA but I have felt it. Give her time before you give up on at least being friends. The last 2 days for me have been the worst I have been through and it has been everything not to lose it sometimes. It is VERY hard since losing EX. Every day is hard. I workout ALL THE TIME. Sometimes 3 times in one day. I have done a 21 workout over 3 times in one week ( 3 exercises for 7 body parts) 3 for Shoulders, 3 for back, 3 for chest, 3 for biceps, 3 for triceps, 3 for abs, 3 for legs. 7 X 3 = 21. Normally I would do a workout like this once a month. It kills your body but the truth is that I could do another again later tonight. I am not sure if I am going to make it. I can't study harder, work harder, practice more, train more or anything like that to overcome this issue and those are the normal things that usually work for me. I REALLY, REALLY wanted to grow old with her and my 6 year old adores her more than anything. I still love her and I am still IN LOVE with her. Don't know what I am going to do.
