My W just stopped by. Big football game tonight, Packers Vs. Vikings. She's a Viking fan, I a Packer fan...ironic, huh?

She needed her Jersey for a party that she is going to. God she looked beautiful. Now I am a wreck...I wonder if she knew that would happen if she stopped by. Clearly the 180 aproach works for her, though I don't think she is trying to do a 180, it is how she feels. I just found her radiant and I think stared at her a little too long. I didn't say anything though. Just have fun, and of course, Go PACK.

She looked beautiful, happy, smart and just overall georgeous.

What happened to my life? Here I am, about to file jointly for divorce from the woman that I love, have spent 50% of my life with and have three beautiful children with. WHY DIDN'T I DO BETTER? WHY DOES THIS HAPPEN? WHY DO WE MAKE SUCH DUMB MISTAKES?

I need to go cry. Thank god for SpongeBob Square Pants. I can sneak away for a 15 minute cry and self-loathing session.


M: 33
W: 31
D: 11, 6; S:2
M: 11y T:15y (H.S. Sweethearts)
Seperated: 8/30/09
Met with Divorce Mediator 10/5/09
Divorce papers filed 11/13/09