I can understand how you might be disappointed because all didn't go as you hoped it might, but your H has told you, "I *do* love you" and has now initiated LM. You always do a great job at allowing both of you to sort out your fears, feelings, thoughts so you can move on from a productive place. That's why we all love reading your posts. We are all living vicariously through your diary. Anyhoo, I'm sure you'll do it this time as well.
And, looking hot and having dinner ready when he gets home certainly can help in all that!
BIM
BIM M 39 / H 40 / S 9 / S 6 / T 20 / M 11
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