Jak & Yoyo... thanks for checking up on me. Things have been up and down as usual.

I had a bad week last week with h. He can be just unbearable. I don't know. He's gone right now, due home probably late tonight or in the morning. Same old same old.

Took the kids pumpkin picking on Sunday and we had a good time. He left yesterday, and of course on the way to the farm all those bad horrible feelings crept up on me.

I don't always like to post everytime something happens because its the same old chit.

This wkend is S6 birthday party. Should be a good distraction, and then sunday is my gf's sons party. October is a full month for us, so im hoping that's actually a good thing for me.

I've been so tired, and I think its nerves and stress. The boys are ok, had a sleepover this past wkend. They are my light.

jak - Tomorrow will be a crazy day for me, I have two bids to get out, Wed. haircut.. so I will try and get you On thursday. Hope all is good with you.

yoyo... hope all is going well at school, and hope you and Mr. A are doing ok

Thanks all.


me: 37
H: 44
Married for 18 years this june
S7
S3
porn issues, and much more... since 7/06

Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.