Mach, sorry, I think our posts crossed earlier on so I just missed your first one.

I dunno. It will be so difficult for H to come back after he leaves.

And I`ve been reading stuff on the boards which says to go ahead and date when other spouse walks away. Plus, God, I need not to be looking at this bloody empty lonely space for too much longer: I need some other distraction in my life!

I`ve been separated in the most difficult possible way for the past year-longer if you count his emotional absence.

No, I know that`s not as long as some of you guys have stuck it.

Just bloody too long for me!

And H needs to know I`m not going to sit around and wait for him to wake up.

Don`t mind me-just pre-mediation nerves.

Pass the xanax, please...