Putting Out the Fire with Gasoline...

[blindsided1]

I had a good weekend. My niece got married on Saturday and Sunday K and I just hung out after tumbling class and played.

However, I'm not sure what is going on with me, right now. Today I am actually feeling sad, again. I haven't felt sad like this in quite a while and I feel like I am mourning my divorce, again. I cried this morning and couldn't stop thinking about my marriage, my family and my husband - what I used to have. I have no idea why it came on like this. Could it be that exH's birthday is Friday? Or, because we are coming up on the two year mark of our separation? Or it's just Monday? I have no idea. But, I don't like it...not one bit.

I feel better, now, than I did earlier. I just hate that I still have days like this. Few and far between...but, nonetheless, still there.