He's scared. Plain and simple. He loves you, I don't doubt that. He isn't equipped to SHOW you though.
Are you definite on the D? Is it REALLY what you want? I know you feel it's what you NEED. Big difference. I didn't want a D, but I needed it because without it I felt like I was being ground beneath Gabe's foot. I felt smothered and out of control even of my own private time because I was so consumed by the pain. I'm going to be totally honest here...brace yourself....if I could do it over and find a way to get my head into better condition through therapy then I would not have pushed the D through and would probably still b dangling in limbo. However, I would have been able to be more clear on my path without making decisions based on desperation and feelings of hopelessness.
Think on that K. I know you have fought HARD, but you haven't been fighting with full disclosure. Now you have all the intel....what is your definite next step?
T19 M15 S19 XH47 M43 bomb12/4/07 PA5/07 S12/26/07 D final 11/17/08 Back together with no defined R 05/2010 confused....to say the least!!!
