Yet today I feel down. Just venting here. I have actually been doing quite well the past few days, keeping positive, feeling good, etc. I try so hard to not focus on H of course but then he has done some little things the past few days he hasn't done in months and months (positive things) so then I get to thinking . .. then I get slapped in the face with reality again. I feel utterly exhausted today and it is only Monday. I think the emotional stress finally gets to me once in awhile.
Has anyone else noticed their MLCer being extra tired? My H has just seemed drained and exhausted the past week or two, uncharacteristically so. Maybe he is just coming down with something but just keeps saying how tired he is. I can't imagine how he couldn't be just with the work of having to have such tight control over his own little world but hasn't shown that exhaustion before. He seems to function okay at work (I guess) but then crashes. This is the same man who for months pre and post bomb was suriving and even seemed to be thriving on no more than 5 hours of sleep pretty much every night for weeks and weeks on end. He was so manic - scary. The lack of sleep alone would knock anyone loopy!
