My sitch...long but please indulge me

[billclay18]

I think I reached an epiphany last night. Someone asked me a question that put my whole sitch in perspective. The question was simple and the answer even more simple. "Why would I want to be with someone who doesn't want to be with me?" My answer..."I don't".

Because you love her maybe???

I'm not even sure about that anymore. Assuming I do love her and she still loves me, that doesn't change the fact that she left, whatever her reasons were. Maybe she doesn't love me, maybe there's an OM, maybe she's having a MLC, maybe she's just terribly unhappy...the fact is she left and hasn't spoken to me or my daughter in over 5 weeks. My only contact with her has been a couple of emails regarding the D paperwork, which I sent her 10 days ago and haven't heard a word since.