I think I reached an epiphany last night. Someone asked me a question that put my whole sitch in perspective. The question was simple and the answer even more simple. "Why would I want to be with someone who doesn't want to be with me?" My answer..."I don't".
Because you love her maybe???
Life is all about timing. A year ago I didn't want to be with my W. Today she doesn't want to be with me. I would bet my last dollar that we still love each other. Will we yet synchronize? Maybe. Time will tell. If we don't, I'm 100% sure I'll be glad I tried.
AKA: "Ben the school teacher" --- Me:45, W:41 | Ds:10,12&14 | M:18, T:20 Me: MLC+PA+WAS+Separated 10/08 My Request to Reconcile Denied 7/09 W w/OM 6/09-11/09