I think I reached an epiphany last night. Someone asked me a question that put my whole sitch in perspective. The question was simple and the answer even more simple. "Why would I want to be with someone who doesn't want to be with me?" My answer..."I don't".
I've decided it's time to take control of my life and move forward with the D. We have no children together, so no custody issues. A few minor financial issues. I have nothing to lose but my W and she's already gone.
The only questioning still weighing on my mind is why she isn't pushing the D. That's the $1mil question.
Me45 (D11 from 1st marriage) W43 (D20 & D16 from 1st marriage) M4 Bomb 6/16/09 W wants D W moved out 8/29/09 I sent her D paperwork 9/25/09...I'm done