Oh and tonight I have a counseling appointment. I've decided this is going to be my last one. I'm not going to MC on my own anymore and frankly as an IC option, this women is nice but she doesn't have the DB-perspective that would really be helpful to me. So when I tell H that I have the appt later on, I'll tell him it's my last one. I would cancel appt right now but they have that whole 24/48 hour stupid cancelation thing. If I'm getting charged, might as well have her listen to me.
This is my 180 of learning how to not be the person who fixes and sacrifices for this marriage anymore!
