Just Keep Livin' #3

[JKL2009]

Been busy, lots going on at work plus working towards the house sale closing. All in all, things are fine. I have found a place to live, been enjoying my time with S, and just doing my thing. Only have seen WAW a few times in the past few weeks. Talk occasionally. She is pretty clearly having some tough times, but that is out of my focus and attention.

This was my weekend with S, and last night W came over and we all grabbed dinner at our favorite local Mexican joint. We had just been chit chatting about day-to-day stuff, nothing about the R or the sitch. At dinner, she started talking about stuff and getting emotional, tears in her eyes stuff. She commented on how happy S is when he is with me and how close and well he and I are doing. I said the events of the past 6 months have been positive in many ways improve myself and my relationships. Didn't get into that talk much; didn't want to.

She had been very stressed with some stuff going on at her work (on top of our separation and everything). When they left, I said she knows my # if she ever wants to talk or vent about work stuff, that I would be happy to listen. Doubt she will take me up on that now, but I put it out there.

We'll see where this all goes, but I am for sure doing well and focusing on what I can control. Sure, I get mad sometimes at "what she has done" but I am not going to dwell on it. I'm going to be fine. I just am keeping the PMA and not thinking much about the "sad" part of this all.