Sorry Antlers, I really am. I got 3 hours to go until Mediation. I feel for you.
If I were you, I'd be tempted to not even open them until I got to the L tomorrow, not sure if that's good advice or not, just how I 'feel' at the moment.
I know your hurting, so just acknowledge it, it's good you just had a good workout too, doing something good for yourself.
M: 41 STBXW: 41 D: 9 Bomb: 4/26/09
On board the D train now..
"Suffering is when we try to change what we cannot."