Still in the tunnel with hubby

[kjensen]

Jouranling:
Chilly Sunday... H slept in D13's room saturday night. H and I spent most of the time apart Sunday, I took the girls shopping. I came home in a good mood and things felt a bit calmer. H and I briefly talked about our weird communication Saturday. We stopped talking before anything was fully resolved b/c H said his chest hurt(from the emotional pain).. I think H was hurt that I mentionned in "my every thought in my head ramble" that I thought he'd divorce me...I think that hurt him.

In our brief talk I said I thought he would just listen and understand that these were all just random thoughts-not concrete...H said he hadn't had time to shut down the reaction part of his brain and so we ended up with a mess...

Anyway...we slept in the same bed..ML..things are slowly improving since Saturday. what a rollercoaster ride! Let me off soon!