I'm working on it, Thinker. I actually think I've gotten a lot better over the past week or two. I'm already mentally preparing myself for S or D by getting my social life going again. I'm going out w/ friends. I started going to church again. I'm spending my "free" time on things I enjoy doing.

There's still some worry that my W is so unpredictable right now that she might do something off the wall. If my W bails, so be it. If she takes my S with her w/o us agreeing on it first, it's on!
But I don't fear D like I did a couple weeks ago. I'm GAL'ing & 180'ing and I think it's already helping me.

Last edited by etrain; 10/05/09 01:57 PM.
Me-39
W-31
S-4
Bomb- 9/5/09
Discovered EA- 9/15/09
Found "proof" that EA is most likely a PA- 10/8/09
W moved out 10/31/09