Ready for another week. Strange -- and probably counterproductive feelings this morning -- anger. I know you are supposed to love your WAS unconditionally, but over the weekend I kept mentally playing my life forward and I just don't know if I'd ever get over not getting a second chance.

This morning I put D10 on the bus at a stop other than W's house and I drove D7 to school without stopping over at the house. I just didn't want to see W this morning and when she called at 8:15 a.m. I didn't pick up. I wasn't in the mood. Is this wrong?

I have my second session with a DB counselor tomomrrow. Hopefully, she'll put me in a better frame of mind.

Me: 47, Ds 17-13, D final 6-11
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