I never thought a year later things wouldn't be different. It has been a roller-coaster ride thus far. At times things were on the mend and we were doing well and then it would hit the skids again. Each time it is due to my wife's realization that "it is what it is" and in the grand scheme of things the things she wants changed can't be.
I'm disabled after having surgery 5 times on my spine. Last year alone, I had 3 surgeries to 7 levels, fuse at 3 level in my lower back and 2 in my neck. I'll never work again... I make one heck of a stay at home dad but that's not what she wants from me... She wants her old husband back and I can't offer that.
I've no recourse.... I take it day by day knowing it is all futile and find some days pretty tough. I just do my best and take them one at a time.
