Weekend over and despite seeing what I saw, I am still breathing. Maybe I am making real progress. A good friend of mine said she sees real progress in me lately with happiness and closure with exh. If I saw him a year ago I would have melted and had a major breakdown. That is progress to me. I know he is such a broken mess of a person and really isn't getting any better...just worse.
Tonight is my night to host MNF. Game starts about 30 minutes before exh's visit time is supposed to end. He hasn't made many visits anyway and never stays that late. Watch..today he will do both.
Me: 46 FWS: 36 Married and Divorced 4/07, Pregnant 7/07,False R 7/07 Baby Girl born 3/08 Kicked him out because OW: 7/08 5/10 He realized what he had and lost. Moved home! REMARRIED 3/14/11!!
