Nell, guess what? It's not H's job to make you feel good....it's your job! Don't give anyone the power to ruin your day and certainly don't rely on anyone else for your happiness!
You're angry and upset and fed up but there's a 'fighting spirit' in there. It's the beauty within, ready to live for you.
Nell, I've just read your posts to Rabbit and others along the way and I have to say that you are incredibly insightful and I think you are very generous with your time in replying to others in such a way. Many people on here, myself very much included, appreciate your wisdom.
Your homework Nell is to write down all your positive attributes and then to create your own mantra based on these attributes. Say the mantra as you wake, sleep, in the shower, in the car. Celebrate the beautiful person that you are. Love you and don't give H power to determine your day in any way.
