(((((Hoozh))))).

I'm so sorry you are feeling this way!! I too have felt so down all week, so I think it must be something in air! crazy

But, really, you do have value!! Of course you know you do, if only for your beautiful daughter!

I think you need to get "out there". What are you interested it? I have gotten into dancing myself. Yes, it's hard to go in alone, and sometimes I have danced with the little latino woman teacher! But, it is fun, and I have now begun to meet some of the others in the different classes, and I have even gone out a couple times now with them.

So, what do you like? Maybe bowling, or Bingo, or volunteer for a cause you believe it, or learning to plan an instument (although that one doesn't really get you out among people). I know it's hard! I am very much an introvert, although I love people. Anything you can think of to get out there and be among people (especially on a regular basis like a club or activity of some sort so you get to know the people) is a good thing, I think......

Hang in there, honey!!

((((((hugs))))))


TJ

Me45,H49
D24,S18
M26,T28
Bomb 3/19/08
Sep 6/23/08
EA/PA with Secretary 2007-8
3/2009 H moved in w/OW2
7/2009 Let him go w/Love.
8/2009 Legally Sep'd