I don't think I should leave. Can I just tell him I've changed my mind about moving out? Leave it up to him to move out if he wants to? it wouldn't change anything really - he's just been sleeping elsewhere each night that he's off work. Will it drive him away if I try to tell him I'm not just agreeing to the separation?
I called him tonight. I said I was sorry. I said I know that he asked me for attention and I didn't give it to him. He said he appreciated me saying that. And it was a little different. He talked for a bit - about the kids and about the separation - but for the first time, he didn't seem in a rush to get off the phone.
So I feel like my next move is really important. I don't want to mess it up worse.
