Who is this person?

[Day by Day]

Thanks for the reminder and support Hope4Luv! I think I need to tattoo it on myself.

I hope and pray for strength to deal with his venting that might come out. Last time he didn't say much besides telling me to go to a lawyer to find out where I stand. And I hope I'll be able to discuss my needs and not give up. I've been much, much more calm. Don't know if I'm open, think I'm still too hurt and afraid to receive more. I've had enough dealt to me and I need more tolerance. I'm getting used to not hearing from him or having him around. I'm tired of the drama and I don't like who he is now.

Maybe I'm just tired. Spent the wknd w H's cousin's house and had a great time. They said I look great and happy. I didn't go for them to pass it along to H, although I'm sure they will. I wanted the kids to spend time with their family and they had a great time. Makes me feel good about that and H's cousins care a lot for us. They aren't letting the separation end our relationship.

Hope4Luv, thanks also for the Love is Tough link. I'll be looking for the book tomorrow @library.