Please pray that I, and everyone on here, does the right thing. If marriage is supposed to be forever, we need to accept our faults and transgressions, somehow learn to forgive ourselves and fix our marriages.
I like this statement HM. Be guided by our loving God. There are so many things for which we don't have any answers. Stay fixed on Jesus. All the guidance you will ever need will be gained from Him. I will be praying for you brother. Hang in there. You will soon see better days.