Wish I could hug you in person. You are in my prayers today - all day. The above posts are right on target. You are the easy target for all your H's pain, anger and confusion. His thinking is so clouded and filled with double standards. The actual moving out is horrible, but I promise - the pain will ease. It will just take some time. His being away will also take you out of the direct line of fire, which is a good thing.
Plan some nurturing things for yourself.
Know that you are showing amazing strength - even today. Take baby steps. Breathe. Go on your walk. Know that we are here for you.
Mockers2
"Somehow we survive, and tenderness frustrated does not wither." Dennis Brutus, South African poet
"That which does not kill us makes us stronger."
Friedrich Nietzsche
