I need to get to a computer. Navigating and typing on this phone is too cumbersome.

W called me out on being out of the house so much after I returned home last night. She's NEVER been that way. She said that S has been missing me. She asked me what I have been up to and told me I have been acting suspicions.

I told her that I was preparing for her to leave. Developing my new life since it won't be with her like I had wanted. I also said that S will go days without seeing me once she moves out so we'll need to get used to it.

She told me that she thought we'd still e together all of the time and thought that I would go to her place to see him. I responded by telling her that once she moves out she has left. I had no intentions on going there. It would be a place of horrible association for me.

It seems like this was the first that she has felt that she would actually be without me.

Not much R talk today but she's been very affectionate.

Twilight zone? dddd dddd dddd (music doesn't translate well)


Me: 35
W: 31
S:9
M: 10 years
Together 13
MySitch - Ups & Downs
She moved out the day before Thanksgiving 2009, over 13 months post-bomb.