Over the Shock and GALing 6

[ClingingToHope]

Yep, I have. But it means nothing to her. "You are still the same manipulative person that you have always been. You haven't changed and you never will. It's all about you."
It's almost like she needs to keep herself convinced of that in order to justify her actions. It seems like she needs to keep hating me to make herself feel better about what she is doing.

That's my worry. No matter how much I improve she's not going to give me a second chance. I know it will help with someone else down the road, but I'm not sure if I'll ever forgive or get over completely if she doesn't give me a second chance.