Having a terrible weekend. W away with OM out of town together again. I just can't deal people. I can't find anyway to convince myself everything is fine when I feel like this. Kids talking about being at church with W, OM and his kids last weekend. Who sleeps with a married woman and takes her to church with her kids. I guess I'm just a terrible person and I don't get it. It just breaks my heart.
I can honestly say that I'm hurt pretty bad. Maybe we're even now. Two hurt people plus a destroyed family.
AKA: "Ben the school teacher" --- Me:45, W:41 | Ds:10,12&14 | M:18, T:20 Me: MLC+PA+WAS+Separated 10/08 My Request to Reconcile Denied 7/09 W w/OM 6/09-11/09
