Journaling: Sunday: I don't know if it is the recent sessions with the IC where he asks me about my anger or what. But this weekend, I have found myself having angry thoughts toward W. We spent 3 years saving for a down payment for a home in a good school district for girls. In the past 8 months we have depleted most of it. Me trying to save our marriage; her trying to escape from it. I think about where we will be starting from even if we do get back together and it really angers me. Then I think "Do I want to take the chance of all of this happening again?" For some reason my answer is still "Yes." But I wonder "Why?"
