Moving on with my life!

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This morning on our way to church I stopped by the store. I pulled in and parked. As I was getting out I saw exh walk out of the store with a basket full of groceries, head down,past my car, and walked straight to married gf's car and got in. They had to drive right past me to get out. He kept his head down. I know he saw my car.

Wow. That was really hard to see but it wasn't devastating. He didn't look that happy. He has the worst life. It did make me want to hold my baby tighter. To want to protect her from all of the evil in his life. I can't think of one good thing he is bringing her and maybe that is why he stays away so much. I haven't heard from him once since that text yesterday morning.

I am so thankful my life is without him now. No its not what I wanted but I know he is doing the same things just with someone different. He is still an addict, still a cheater, and without some huge change will always be this way.