Well, I haven't heard from him in almost 2 weeks, and haven't seen him in at least 3. Friday was my BD & I had plans for dinner w my siblings & some other family members. It was nice & had fun. I was thankful my BD was on a weekday this yr., & not a weekend. Of course I heard nothing from H on my BD, but every milestone or holiday we're apart reality hits me like a brick again. He hasn't been pressuring me, so that's good. But the distance between us seems so far, I feel like i"m losing the battle. Does anyone have any input? I am glad he is not pressuring me, but no contact for such a long time is starting to bring me down. Any comments appreciated as always. Thanks for reading.
Dusk, Thanks for the hugs. Sounds like you are doing better, keep it up! :-)
