just took a little bit of time to learn what you are going through currently.
I can feel through your posts just how much your heart is in pain over how things "appear" to be going right now for you. Let me just offer to you though a tiny bit of encouragement. I have been "divorced" on paper now for a year and a quarter and I have found out that my W just pulled the plug on the M and got the D just to try and relieve herself of the constant pain and fighting in our M. She, however, did not get the D because she no longer had any feelings for me. Quite the contrary. Our piecing pretty well got underway when around the 1st of this year she admitted that she didn't really want to be D'd and that she had made a mistake and wanted to work on us. The work goes on each and every day and I try my best to let God be my guide through it all. It is very hard work at times. Very rewarding also though.
Peace to you buddy. Strengthen your R with Christ our Lord. His love shall sustain you through it all as He has done for me.
