I am sending you strength but you are so strong anyway that you will be fine. You are just running on empty right now. Stress and nerves.
Actually it is good that the kids aren't going to be all torn up as that would be more difficult I would think in the end for you to deal with everyday.
But I understand in your present condition that has to really hurt.
You are feeling unappreciated on all sides right now!!!
Would just going for a drive help you any? We have beautiful weather here right now and it would be a gorgeous night for a drive.
{{{{{{{{{{{{{Jackie}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
Pam
"We must be willing to let go of the life we had planned so as to have the life that is waiting for us"