Trying to save my M. W not really trying though.

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Had a great time with my S & my college friends yesterday! I really needed a day like that.

I also got a chance to talk with some of my close friends. They're all completely shocked that my W said she was never in love...they remember how in love & happy she was. Consensus seems to be that she's rewriting history & saying that to rationalize something...whether it be the guilt of having an A, or something else. It's like she's trying to convince herself that she never loved me to justify something she's doing right now...whatever it is.

This is a topic I'd really like to discuss at MC on Tuesday but I'm not sure how to. I'll say, "I know that you loved me. I remember how in love & happy you were and all our friends remember it to." She'll say, "Well, I only THOUGHT I was in love, but later realized I really wasn't." Then we're at an impasse again.