Thanks mockers, some days I just feel numb, and then I'll have a spark of energy and need to run as far with it as I can. I'm tyring to view him through kind eyes, he looks so lost when I see him and we hardly make any conversation at all. What is left to talk about? I just feel everything has been said. I try to make small talk, but he responses are a bit short.
Well, he is going around the house and packing up the extras we have of things, so I guess everything is going to happen on schedule.
Two weeks ago he was still talking about still sending out joint Christmas cards, just a picture of the kids and no letter this year.
I wonder, does he want to go, or just feels like the plan is in action and this is the only action he can think of.
I have a question. For about two months I have been planning this open house, I sell scrapbooking stuff, and this open house is with other consultants and at a hotel this year. It is the only thing I do to really try to drum up business, I'm not much of a sales person.
Of course, Sunday is also the baptism for the two new neices. So, do I blow off the thing and go as a show of willing to put the family first and still attend functions as a family. Or do I do my own thing?
No one on his side knows. Would going be just a good hearted gesture on my part. Not going has the potential of me looking like a bitc# for not showing up and doing my own thing, but could also provide him with an opportunity to tell his parents.
I'm so confused. I don't know what the right thing is to do.
