Newcomer, want to keep my hope alive!

[iwantittowork]

My sitch is just so damn bleak..

I was packing my stuff from our room today, getting ready for mediation monday..

WAW was litteraly dancing in the house earlier she was so happy, now she is out doing who knows what..

I know I can't say a word to her about what she is doing or where she is tonight..

When does this madness end? I want my life back for me, I can't do this anymore.

Wished I could be like her and not have any feelings left...