I stopped uploading on youtube for that reason, and have limited my uploads to my musicians site that is for that purpose. It doesnt upset me at all that he is listening and/or reading my lyrics. I was just concerned on how this would affect my sitch with him. He is still checking my profile several times a day. 9 yesterday and 7 so far today. Seems a little excessive if you ask me. I am trying not to speculate. I cant make any sense of what he's about right now.
I have been SOOOO lazy today. It was great My friend is here and we have just been talking and cooking all day. She only met my h once and has thankfully not brought him up but once. Im beat from last night so we are just gonna hang out here at the apt and watch movies and eat. Tomorrow, probably shopping! Then she has to head back. SO far my weekend is going well .
My friend is here and we have just been talking and cooking all day. She only met my h once and has thankfully not brought him up but once. Im beat from last night so we are just gonna hang out here at the apt and watch movies and eat. Tomorrow, probably shopping! Then she has to head back. SO far my weekend is going well . 
