Almost 2 years after your D, you should probably expect this (yes, I know it's still hard!) But how does your D feel about it? That should be your focus, I think. Are you considering your feelings over hers? Just asking.
M 65 H 64 T 39 & M 36 @ S 12/08 Two Ds
Do you know that the harder thing to do and the right thing to do are usually the same thing? Nothing that has meaning is easy. ~ The Weather Man