Moving on with my life!

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I am having a good weekend so far. Exh is MIA which is nice not to have to deal with him, but at the same time I know he is up to no good and the same crap which makes me want to prove his unstability all the more.

He came after work yesterday and spent 30 minutes with her. Said he would see her this morning for his scheduled visit. He called when baby and I were out last night and I didn't answer..no message. At 12:30 last night he was texting random stuff which = drinking. I had texts on my phone unil 2:00 a.m. Then he never showed up or called for his visit this morning. 11:30 sends a very generic text "give baby a kiss for me". No comment or explanation of why he didn't show up or at least call to tell me he wasn't coming.

I know I shouldn't care what he does..but I do for evidence sake. I know him. I know his patterns. He probably got schloshed, probably still is and is trying to hide it. I KNOW he isn't sober, but there is no public proof of it. This scares me to death.. my attorney said with no proof a judge may think he is just fine. UGGH....

So baby is now down for her nap. After she wakes we are going to pumpkin patch. Tomorrow after chuch we are going to the zoo.