I want to...but,how do I do that now? I just got hit with a new, more powerful bomb. The realization that I won't be given a chance is hitting me very hard, the realization that my family will stay broken and shattered apart hurts badly, and the realization that we are going to go through all of the horrible legal proceedings is just plain awful. I'll never get to love and care for the woman that I wanted to spend my life with as husband and wife.
"Always go straight forward, and if you meet the devil, cut him in two and go between the pieces." - William Sturgis, clipper ship captain, 1830's.
