Ever feel like you're going crazy? Living in the Twilight Zone?
Yes. Everything was very surreal for a while. But, you will come out of this before your W does. But that's really not the point.
Tristan is right. Go do something, anything. Maybe something you have been wanting to do for a while but haven't had time.
Understandably, you seem very focused on what she is thinking, why she is thinking, what she is doing. This WILL drive you crazy. You just have to let it go. In the end, what good is this going to do you? Nothing but downside. Easier said than done. But, it's the truth, and the way out of the state you're in right now.
